Yeah I'm shit at blogging!!! Nothing more to say on that as you all know the rules of this blog. Sooooooooo moving swiftly on...
Its been a busy old month, moving house, kids back at school, me back at Uni!! Yay. So I finally found the perfect house near Uni and have moved in with two lovely girls. There was the slight worry that we'd all met online in order to get accommodation and we wouldn't get on but so far so good and to be honest I can't see us not getting on - ever :) they are totally lovely people, so genuine.... and you don't get that with girls or at least I've rarely come across it so I've definitely struck lucky. So I'm settled in our lovely, big, cosy house :) and I'm loving it.
The kids are back at school now obviously and misbehaving as usual!! I get time off soon so I'll go see them. I miss them loads already and just have to keep telling myself I'm doing this for them to have a decent life!!! It will be worth it. Looking forward to getting back home and getting on my beautiful Winchester piano, gotta learn Konstantine.... I've fallen in love with the song all over again.... don't think I ever stopped loving the song tbh.
Me and the fella have been together a grand total of 2 months today... yeah awwwhhhh!!! Its going amazing, it's like we just go together, even family have commented on how well we get on. He is so good to me I cannot complain and I'm so so happy that his life is back on track in respect of him seeing his baby boy. It means alot to me that he is happy. If he's happy then I am!!
I'm back at Uni now and even though my timetable is so poor I'm happy to be back in the little time that I am. Its nice to have a structure and purpose in my life plus seeing my friends again is amazingggg seen as I've hardly seen anyone over the holidays. I'm still missing my besties though as I've not seen them for two months :( but hopefully that'll soon change...
Anywayyyy I'm gonna go watch Lion King tomorrow YAY them little kids better move outta the way, I'm first in line.
I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
It's always you and my big dreams
And you tell me
That it's over
But I can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
No, could you let me go
I didn't think so
And you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
The present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
And it did because of me
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
It's always you and my big dreams
And you tell me
That it's over
But I can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
No, could you let me go
I didn't think so
And you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
The present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
And it did because of me
and I like it
It's to dying in another's arms
And why I had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
And those nights in my car
But this time I'm alone, and I don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
What you thought this song meant
You thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes
Just to lie in my mistakes
And live with what I did to you
And all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
It's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
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