A day to day life of a mum away from her kids in order for them to have a better life.

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

Boredom is getting the better of me

How many times have you logged onto social networking sites out of boredom? There's only so much Facebook/Twitter/non-existent Myspace I can take, and I'm an addict. I figured staying in University for summer as opposed to going home (a place that isn't really 'home' but I'll explain that later) would be fun.... oh how wrong can one girl be. Starting out of the 3rd floor window I cant help but think 'should've gone home' as much as I know it'll bore the hell out of me its gotta be better than staring at old brick and red dilapidated paintwork on House 30 opposite me. Okay so 'home' is now 'the middle of nowhere' a place in which I've never really lived but where my Mum decided to move to when I moved out of our REAL home, bit gutted really, I miss her being around the corner and then.... I miss the kids. Coming to University was something I HAD to do, not just for me but ever since the blue line on the little white stick appeared I had to make it for my child. Living in a rough sort of area I was used to seeing these teen mums with their L&Ms hanging out of the corner of their mouths, juggling a baby whilst arguing with I guess their boyfriends. There was only one girl on the entire estate I respected; she was a decent mum even if she was just 15 and still today 7 years later her and her baby's father are still strong but aside from her the estate I lived on as a young teen was dire!!! So being on a typical Mancunian young mum estate I HAD to do well in life. No choice, had too!!!

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