Do you ever make a promise to yourself and not keep it? Or think about it to the point where you cross the invisible boundaries that you put in place to stop yourself getting back into the same situation. I tend to make a lot of promises, to be honest I probably make unrealistic promises and ones that I undoubtedly will never ever remember. Its normally music that starts any thought process in my head, that is unless it's to do with doing any sort of University work, then it's music that makes me procrastinate. It's pretty safe to safe that music is my drug, my escape, my emotion. With emotion comes thought, with thought comes memories, with memories..... broken promises. Isn't it funny how you can promise someone 'I'll pick that up for you in town' 'I'll let you know how things go' but you can never promise yourself anything, because nine out of ten times you can't keep it, through choice or in my case a thought process. The promises I usually take are those where I promise not to get involved with anyone who has hurt me in the past, but however I'm too forgiving and too quick to forget. I heard a song yesterday in a shop and getting out my iPhone & shazam-ing it as the new technological world allows I listened to it just before this blog and one person who hurt me this year sprung to mind. It got me thinking why am I so nice, so forgiving, such.....a pushover? Maybe it's time for a change, maybe just maybe I should let certain people know what I feel about them. Why should I break my back giving people attention when they can only be arsed to text me for one thing....one thing being at their gain. It'd be nice if once in a while people were respectful,
I have one friend that springs to mind that does text me if he needs me but yet he's always there when I need him - thanks Ray :).
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